Bad blogger

I have been a bad bad blogger. Have just withdrawn into my shell again lately. We recently lost my grandmother, and I officially hate summer 2011 and want it to disappear. This summer sucked so bad. I lost my mom way to soon, my grandma, my dad's brothers son was diagnosed with Lymphoma, and my first love from high school told me he has small cell carcinoma and six months to live. Then....I think I may have had a chemical pregnancy last month. I honestly don't want to know for sure, so no doctor. Though I did talk to my mom's old MA and she said I was probably ok not going as it was really early.

I started taking Vitex this cycle to hopefully help with my shortish LP. Fertile week starts on my birthday so that could be fun. Yeah, I really don't have much to say, kinda having a bad day. Going to try and get it out of my system as I want this week to be fun. My mom's brother and his wife are coming into town tomorrow. My dad and my Uncle Tom have gotten really close during this time and that makes me feel good. My Uncle is an amazing guy and I'm so lucky to have such a good family. Probably not doing anything on my birthday, Wednesday, though I may go spend the day with my dad. Thursday I am going to my first of two tattoo sessions for my moms memorial tattoo. Then dad is taking the whole family out for dinner.

I need to make a post about some of my past soon, though I don't think I'm up for it today. Soon though.

Moving plans are starting to take shape. I called a realtor down in Phoenix yesterday though he hasn't e-mailed me the list yet. I'll poke him tomorrow. Cleaning has commenced and packing plans are starting. It's going to be a pain this time around...well more than usual. Last year we moved from a nice three bed 2.5 bath townhouse to an itsy bitsy single wide trailer. There is not anywhere near enough room here for our stuff and I have piles of stuff vomit everywhere. My shed is a disaster zone, I wont even go in there, I make Mike do it. I'll hurt myself if I do.

Well, I need to get to cleaning so I'm gonna head off.

A final note, hockey starts this month!!!!!!!!!!